All I’ve Done Since College is Fail to Live Up To Expectations
This post has been boiling up inside me for the past month or so.
I graduated college in January 2009. Things were flying high. I was the runner up for man of the year at Rutgers University (25,000+ students), I was voted the most distinguished undergrad member of my fraternity, and I was running a successful local car detailing company. (Pennza.com – website’s still up, but we no longer run it. ugly site, but had 20% conversion rate-not too shabby).
Fast forward two years. I’m a freelance web developer (self taught since degree is BS in marketing) and I’m working on a new startup with Eric Ries called Easy Unsubscriber.
Our application was “not accepted” into Techstars Boston today.
I’m very optimistic about Easy Unsubscriber and I think this company can completely change the face of email marketing. Yes, it looks like we’re a clone of unsubscribe.com at the moment, but there’s a ton of really cool stuff in the pipelin.
Long story short, I’m excited, very excited. But I’m nervous, extremely nervous.
I think that paranoid optimism is the best way to describe my entrepreneurialism. Always optimistic about what great things can happen, while always staying paranoid about what can go wrong.
The weird thing with me is that, in every phase of my life, it has taken two years to get a hold of my bearings, then excel.
In high school, I was in all AP classes and getting A’s in all classes junior and senior year – after I almost failed a class that my mom’s friend (and former neighbor) taught.
In college, I always had good grades, but it wasn’t until Junior year that I became my fraternity’s president and an active leader on campus.
I’ve been out of school for two years. I don’t have any more excuses. I thought Techstars would help jumpstart my two year delay, but now It has to be something else.
These setbacks always get me to work harder than I was before. So if you’re reading this, I’m probably coding right now (it probably doesn’t matter what time it is).
Bob